I’m scared to get close and I hate being alone
I long for that feeling to not feel at all
The higher I get, the lower I’ll sink
I can’t drown my demons, they know how to swim
(Source: aislingdee)
I felt the darkness as it tried to pull me down
The kind of dark that haunts a hundred year old house
I wrestle with my thoughts, I shook the hand of doubt
Running from my past, I’m praying feet don’t fail me now
I’ve lost my goddamn mind
It happens all the time
I can’t believe I’m actually
Meant to be here
Trying to consume
The drug in me is you
And I’m so high on misery
Can’t you see
(Source: aislingdee)
Now that it’s over you act so shocked
Guess you never listened all the times I talked
I gave you countless chances
You never seemed to care, treated me like trash
You thought I’d always be there
You’re telling lies to anyone who will listen
You want so bad to be the victim
But what you’ve gotta see is our relationship
And break up is not a competition
Now I’m glad you’ve got a broken heart
‘Cause I’m trying to fix mine from the start
Now you’re acting like Mr. Perfect
To figure out what you did to deserve it
I was not the only one to do things wrong
You’ve been a dick to me all along
I know what I did was pretty rotten
Now it’s like everything you did is forgotten
But go ahead and tell your sob story
All I have to say about it is blow me
(Source: aislingdee)
Waking up from this nightmare
How’s your life?
What’s it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me?
And how broken my heart is
(Source: aislingdee)
How the fuck are we supposed to know
When I’m a monster, with the way
You refuse to die
How the fuck are we supposed to know
If we’re in love
Or if we’re in pain
(Source: aislingdee)
You’re so sad maybe you should buy a Happy Meal
You’re so skinny you should really Supersize the deal
Secretly you’re so amused
That nobody understands you
I’m so mean ‘cause I cannot get you outta your head
I’m so angry ‘cause you’d rather MySpace instead
I can’t believe I fell in love
With someone that wears more makeup than…
(Source: aislingdee)
I’ll pretend that I want you for what is on the inside
But when I get inside I’ll just want to get out
I’m your first and last deposit through sickness and in hell
I’ll never you promise you a garden, you’ll just water me down
(Source: aislingdee)
You don’t really know why
But you want justify
Rippin’ someone’s head off
No human contact
And if you interact
Your life is on contract
(Source: aislingdee)
So if you see me will you just drive on by?
Or will I catch the twinkle inside your eye?
And if you want me well I guess I want you
Oh pretty baby how could you?
(Source: aislingdee)
When you wish upon a star
Don’t let yourself fall, fall in too hard
I fell into you, now I’m on my back
An insect decaying in your little trap
(Source: aislingdee, via samsonofman)
I wanna lock you up in my closet when no one’s around
I wanna put your hand in my pocket because you’re allowed
I wanna drive you into the corner and kiss you without a sound
I wanna stay this way forever I’ll say it loud
(Source: aislingdee)
So baby don’t worry
You are my only
You won’t be lonely
Even if the sky is falling down
You’ll be my only
No need to worry
Baby are you down?
(Source: aislingdee)
Love is destructive
For the ego
And your voice is the only thing
That speaks rebelliously in this world of claiming your own
There is no peace outside if there’s nothing within
(Source: aislingdee)